Monday, March 14, 2016
Wednesday, February 24, 2016
Thursday, February 18, 2016
Tuesday, February 9, 2016
Paper War
What do I say what do I say
cuz I know I come a long long way
what do I say what do I say
cuz I know life aint a game you play
cuz when you drop the ball and take the fall
it don’t mean you have to take nothin at all
take nothing from those that give
give love to those that live
speak truth to those that fall
from where you were now you stand tall
not on a street corner to brag your story but in your heart
behind closed doors
you reep the glory ...
of wisdom -
where you have truth open up the gates to your kingdom
part from the false skin you once wore those whores and blunts
they were a bad joke nothing more that life was fake and it all tore
tore like paper in your paper war
what can I say what can I say
cuz I know I come a long long way
what can I say what can I say
I know life aint a game you play
2/9/14 9:19 PM
a war waged through your entire soul the battle bled and made a hole
that you filled
with the things that spilled
into the lives of those you loved- but killed
inside, with your pride
and there you stood tryin to hide
they gave-
they took a shot for you and lay in a grave and said prayers for you
for whom the bell tolls ,rest in peace
your fake skin, fake war
now you have a new lease
a new direction in life problems you made; gone away from the strife
so close those old doors change the locks
fuck those whores
that bleed you like leeches
when you fed them your speeches bout things that never existed
all along it was the good you resisted
what can I say what can I say
cuz I know I come a long long way
what can I say what can I say
I know life aint a game you play
the reality didn’t match the fantasy
it never does!
when you fight truth and make your own just bcuz
you stop moving forward you stun your growth
to childhood promises you kept your oath
you now know that this life aint what you thought it would be now you must see ,now you must see
see clearly
and have it be done
so rest, rest in peace my son...
come a new day
another one
you’ll walk in a kingdom with wise old men
pride of a different sort
now you can begin
what can I say what can I say
cuz I know I come a long long way
what can I say what can I say
I know life aint a game you play
Saturday, January 30, 2016
Queen
You asked her to stand by you
you begged her to guide you through
the dark hallways of your mind
lost pathways made you blind
to all the glory and the love you had
Trading in that queen for something very sad
all the bullets she took
the wisdom that she shook
in the mirror take a
look
Take a look
Read what she's written in your bookthe life she showed you was cleara world with no excuses
the world with no fear
no lies
cutting your ties
from the failed tries
She lifted you up so you might rise above all the trauma
the split personality drama
blamin your daddy's and your mama
Hiding from truth between dirty sheets
one after another
Just meats and cheats
Destroying your self
condemning your light
To a cycle of hell
That torturous cell
where you convince yourself that you are well
That u alright
But in thinkin that u lost the fight
U thinkin it to show ur spite
Let the devil dance in that delight
Devil don't even wanna take bite
Used to know what class is
now are you jerking off to trashesbest put on your glasses
Take off them sun glasses
Going for them simple bitches
you think it bewitches
you bangin witches
you hit all the wrong switches
Pollute ur wit
Cuz you bag a lot of shit
and bags get heavy
baggin hoes like groceries
To set ur mind at ease
beware karma imposes that levy
she come collecting what is due
from the universe
and from you
You had a queen that waited for you
Took the back seat for u
To guide u through
cracked your shell so you could fly
touch the sky
in your mind so u can rely
on your third eye
to face the truth that makes you cry
You put your queen between the bullet in the trigger
thought you could have something better and bigger
She allowed you to lean on her like a rock
and she swallowed the shock
she reached out her hand with Grace even when you kicked her in the face
to save you from sinking in your own shit
she pulled you through she took to the hit
You had a queen
you at home
now you alone
Now you alone
Wednesday, January 20, 2016
Three Legged Wolf
Monday, September 21, 2015
For you Moscow — fire fire
There are no words I can find to explain the mental disillusion that has become my existence. All that was a reality to me has been ripped away from me like a unborn child from the womb of a mother. Something that seemed so real, so tangible, vanished one day under vile circumstances of your own doing.
That sad video of the stray pup that sits at the bottom of an empty reservoir, matted and mulled, sitting in its own urine and unable to stand up is what remains of my heart. Abandoned, alone, sick, and unable to process what has happened. Unable to see anything else but the remains of rewound memories, playing tirelessly as if to beat me into the ground further, and jeering at me with great pleasure. Shell shocked.
"Look!