Hello World

Something about the state of reality in this world made me finally surrender my thoughts to the blog. So here I am in my own state of "reality" which was in need of an outlet to bleed upon. It's something that i have shied away from for years for reasons that i don't completely understand. Perhaps i thought i was fooling myself by hidding my realities inside in neat little folders and compartments which i revisit with lonely strolls while taking long showers? not so. age comes quickly and steels the agility to sprint to those moments and with all the stresses of reality each one of us is bond to in our own ignorance, we need to have an outlet to which we submit... and so here is mine. no jokes. no pretentious crusades. just the "reality" of my youth and age as it progresses here in time. forgive the run-ons as i am completely incompetent to remedy them. i write(type) like i think...in one big ass mess with no ability to edit English, error, and syntax.