Saturday, January 30, 2016

Queen


You asked her to stand by you 
you begged her to guide you through 
the dark hallways of your mind 
lost pathways made you blind 
to all the glory and the love you had
Trading in that queen for something very sad 
all the bullets she took 
the wisdom that she shook 
in the mirror take a 
look 
Take a look

Read what she's written in your book 
the life she showed you was clear 
a world with no excuses 
the world with no fear 
no lies 
cutting your ties 
from the failed tries
She lifted you up so you might rise  above all the trauma 
the split personality drama 
blamin your daddy's and your mama

Hiding from truth between dirty sheets
one after another
Just meats and cheats
Destroying your self 
condemning your light 
To a  cycle of hell 
That torturous cell 
where you convince yourself that you are well
That u alright
But in thinkin that u lost the fight
U thinkin it to show ur spite 
Let the devil dance in that delight 
Devil don't even wanna take bite

Used to know what class is
now are you jerking off to trashes 
best put on your glasses
Take off them sun glasses

Going for them simple bitches 
you think it bewitches 
you bangin witches 
you hit all the wrong switches
Pollute ur wit 
Cuz you bag a lot of shit 
and bags get heavy 
baggin hoes like groceries 
To set ur mind at ease
beware karma imposes that levy 
she come collecting what is due 
from the universe 
and from you

You had a queen that waited for you
Took the back seat for u
To guide u through
cracked your shell so you could fly 
touch the sky 
in your mind so u can rely 
on your third eye 
to face the truth that makes you cry
You put your queen between the bullet in the trigger
thought you could have something better and bigger
She allowed you to lean on her like a rock 
and she swallowed the shock 
she reached out her hand with Grace even when you kicked her in the face 
to save you from sinking in your own shit 
she pulled you through she took to the hit

You had a queen 
you at home
now you alone
Now you alone

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

Three Legged Wolf




In your snow , I'm your cold 
I wander towards your trap
Not knowing it's there
I turn my head
I look away I hear a snap
Blood on the snow
there's blood on the snow
who will see who
will know
There's no one here but me
there's no one here to see
the pain
the strain
The screams from inside they linger they hide
The jaws of your trap chew to the bone
I'm here alone - so alone
My heart is in shock my mind turns to stone
Why did you set it?
Why did you let it,
cripple me this way?
So you can have your way?
While I chew my own leg off
I chew through my bones
set aside mental stones
so I can release myself
Walk myself
Love myself
Live myself
On three legs now
I have three legs now
A three legged Wolf 
I am a three-legged Wolf
Hear my cry in your mind at night follow the blood in the snow
you know where to go
So go there ... Go
You know where the Trap is
you put it there
go and stare
At my blood
At my rotting limb
At the flood of my red tears in the snow so you know
so you know
I am a three legged Wolf now because of your blow