There is nothing more devastating in life than to see a noble, wise, and morally superior man deteriorate himself to the dungeons of the immature, pathetic, and lost. The valiant Knight that fought a good war, a righteous war, and a battle of a moral choice, now embraces the same evil that he once fought against. The beautiful man that now, in a time of what should be a solace reflection, chooses self destruction and retires to the pathetic traditions of misogynistic sexist men. Now living only for his "ego" and filling it with emptiness in volume instead of quality, truth, love, and honesty. Running to the frivolous ways of the whorish world where his soul will be hardened and raped with self inflicted battle wounds. Is it the preferred therapy of all men, to lose themselves in adolescence and refrain from being men? Temporarily? Permanently?
I don't care anymore. I can't. Will I always assume men are shallow thinking animals as they proven themselves, with only radiant glimmers of beauty that sparkle and fade like fireworks.
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They have names for men of such re-infancy but what do you call a man who has given up all hope for himself and is on the learning curve to give without any thought of reward? Mystical perhaps. A fabled creature? Not all men are shallow. Some are trying very hard to redeem what beastly qualities they might have procured. And some are just trying to pick up the shrapnel or broken shards of glass just to simply help heal the world. One day you will find this fabled creature, and you will save him.
Does my fabled unicorn need saving? Or does he just need to find his way back to me?
Perhaps not all are shallow, at times they are though. I have bitterness in my pen, i am aware of that. it's never easy letting something you love go...especially if it is a fabled unicorn.
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