Earth to .... Earth to.... Hello? anyone there?

It's so amazing to me that the same people that think to watch such documentaries are the same people that contribute to the brutality of the further spiral of mankind into shit. On so many levels. Yes, man is nothing more than a cancer spreading through and through. it's not getting better. it's all getting worse.  I love how people that to put band aids on problems instead of hitting the root of the problem. Let's find a cure for cancer instead of going after the companies that cause it. Let's save earth! Let's make a movie that will leave people shocked for about an hour or at most a day! Yes, and then they can go back to being players, lairs, being selfish fucks that destroy everything good in their personal lives, in their mirco universe that they have filled with toxic relationships, drugs, alcohol, vices and shit of all sorts, dysfunctional behavior, gluttony, lust, ... fuck need i go on? Why do we do this in our little mirco cosmic play land? Oh because we are spoiled fucks, greedy degenerate pieces of shit that want more and more all for the sole purpose of feel good and being "happy". that is the bottom line isn't it? WE ALL WANT TO FEEL GOOD AT ANY EXPENSE. It's all about getting our dose of feel good ego stroking. In politics, in our careers, in our family life, in our realtionships.... it's all about ME, ME , ME muther fucking ME. The more we get, the more we want. 1 million isn't enough anymore, you need to make more millions. One beautiful girlfriend with an amazing heart and a brain isn't enough, we want more girls to tell us how wonderful we are. One loving man that would lay down his existence for his family isn't good enough because there must be something better since you got that so easily. NOTHING is ever good enough for most the population. Soooooooooooooo .......

How can any man or woman make the "connection" when most can't even treat those around them with dignity and respect? Mankind gets something wonderful, be it love, a birth of a child, a wife, a husband, they couldbe blessed beyond their wildest dreams and 50% of the time they will get board of it and want a "new toy". Man has become spoiled in an area where no one really has to work for anything. Our grandparents slaved in jobs without computers, without so many things that make us the lazy fucks that we are today, and they knew the worth of a human soul more so than we do now. they didn't have mass farms of destruction, they didn't grow up on GMO, they had fresher air and water, they stayed married for life and raised a family and were happier than we are today..... the more we have the more desensitized we have become.

So make these fucking movies... but they will only be a flicker in the mind of an average "civilized" earthling. they need their cars, they need their fast food and don't react until someone like Hitler threatens them. It's always comes down to fear. When man fears for HIS life then he will do something. Not when lakes are filled with mercury or when babies are dying of cancer at crazy rates. NO, it doesn't affect him directly. Not until he can't get his dick up anymore to jerk off will he have a say. Not until he is left alone and has been taken advantage of will be understand all the love and beauty he had.

Self destruction and greed is what mankind is about. Those that truly love, do as they say and show a moral backbone of tolerance and grace, that strive for purity, and want change are just martyrs  that are laughed at. ya... man can't treat women with dignity and love, you think they will give a fuck about earth? man can't treat a tree with respect and you think he will treat a child with respect? 

Real love, compassion, loyalty, devotion, purity, is all a threat. We fill our little world with toxic relationships and push the good ones out of our lives. Quality over quantity wins all the time in the spiritual war. In the materialistic war, well... there mankind strives for quality of course. Man wants the better career, the better car, house, etc. And in their love life most want more hot younger girls. that's the dream right? we say we want beautiful love, a fulfilled life with a devoted best friend till death, we want to save the world ... but we chose shit over and over and over again and blame it on our fears and insecurities and that we don't have enough willpower to do what is right. But we will spend the extra 10k on that better car, or the extra 300- for a nice fuck around behind your partners back with the little number they picked up at the club, or the extra time to flirt with the coworker that pays extra attention to us instead of giving those hours to their children or spouse that makes those amazing diners and tries to be the best at everything, or try to save those extra two dollars on cheap meat that destroys our world and pumps your with cancer instead of spending 5 bucks more and getting it from a local farmer... etc. the list goes on. It's all exhausting.

Frustrations speaks from me, we are blessed to have some that give a damn. There are few out there that do. I guess what hurts most is that we have all this ability to change everything around us, but we can't seem to find our way in this lost world because of the excuses we make for ourselves. Raised with false dreams of popularity, wealth, fame, success and other things unrealistic. When we don't get it, we become like little children with temper tantrums, not thinking, not feeling, just trying to find the next fix, the thing that will pacify us. It's because we feel powerless, weak, inferior and because we are. We fail at reality. We fail at truth when it is our only hope that can set us free.  It takes so much more energy to love and maintain something valuable, to nurture it, to commit and watch that beautiful thing grow and develop, then it is to have a one night stand. cheap and easy. cheap and easy often enough and we have become nothing more than parasites. Parasites is what we have "evolved" to.  Perhaps it's mother natures way of detoxing herself from us. To make earthlings self destructive so that she might live another day without our disgusting ways. While every person might have a good side, might have that amazing personality, the talent, the things that everyone loves about them, and the "good person" repertoire, at the end of the day most subscribe to the system of "cheap and easy". They won't eat at fast food shacks and buy organic, but they lie to those that love them most. They preach at a church and inspire people to live better lives while they cheat on their wife.... on and on.

A dizzy maze of shit is what man chooses. Rather then simple and straight, the path must be more exciting and thrilling when it is dark and twisted. We cut ourselves just to feel alive rather than breathing deep breaths and being thankful that we are. Everything is hypocritical, everything is a dichotomy, everything could be different and no matter how much love i pump out, it's never good enough for those around me. Movies like this seem pointless to me? Maybe they will change one mind? It drives me as insane as seeing labels for ORGANIC food. Just 50 years ago it use to be call "food".  A man was proud to work his whole life in a single place of employment. He had pride in all the time he spent building something he worked his life for. He was proud of the family he gave birth to and nurtured, the home he worked for, he appreciated the love that he got back for the invested time and energy he spent pouring his soul into. Times have changed. Everything is cheap. Words have no meaning anymore. Money rules all.  Pleasures of any type are cheap and instant. As the dollar falls so do we.

More, more, more... one day more will run out. One day we will wake up with no one that loves us. With no fresh air to breath. With no clear water to drink. We will wake up to children crying on the streets without shoes. Many already do. We will wake up without a soul. Like a heroine addict that got locked in a room without a key... we need to go through detox. Go back to simple... go back to humble. Understand grace and all the teachings of those wise men and women before us. Stop with all the fake relationships for selfish reasons. stop filling our lives with worthless shit in vast amounts.

JUST STOP... stop with the 3d and more on to the 4d.
enough is enough.