Thursday, November 17, 2011

Grass is Greener

Two of my dearest male friends are experiencing something that drives me completely insane. It seems so common now that it makes me completely sad. Both of my friends are more effeminate, sensitive, loyal, honest, emotional, delicate, rather than a typical macho man.  They are the "pussy" in the realtionship by shallow norms of society these days because they don't treat their women like shit. Imagine that, if you don't treat a woman like shit, if you want to relocate for her, put her first, would walk the ends of the world for her you are now the so called "pussy". Fuck, to me that is a real man, a hero that is willing to commit and give fully of himself in this one short life that we have. He knows what he wants, he wants nothing more to be content with someone by his side till his dying day. I wish I were physically attracted to them, they would be mine in 2 seconds time.

So what's the problem you ask? Right... the mediocre bitches that they had the world on a silver platter to just don't know what the fuck they want.  Right, life must be so hard for these dumb educated cunts. They  have everything you wanted in a man but keep jerking him around, moving in, moving out, asking him to fly out for them just to call it off three days before. Fuck, these dumb hoe's have a great job, came from well off families, are completely average in looks and they think they will what??? Brad Pitt in love with them? You know what their problem is? That they had it too good in life. They had a huge house over their head, they had all the new toys, the college education paid for, the perfect jobs out of school, their parents bought them their first car in high school...they don't know what it means to fucking come from nothings and respect the beautiful things that they are blessed with. Spoiled cunts is what they are. Everything handed to them from childhood. They don't know what it's like to live in the middle of a war stricken country, to wait for fucking food for hours upon hours just to get a fucking ration, to find life in immigration camps, to live in shit apartments and cup-o-fucking-noodles for years, to walk to school and the store because you don't own a  fucking car, to play with  the same legos for years, to be so fucking poor that your neighbors bring you food baskets for the holidays.... YOU UNGRATEFUL CUNTS.  They get sex everyday, a man that does the groceries and cooks for their ass, massages them, writes them fucking songs, takes them out every week, finances their businesses, is the biggest fan of their lives, would take a bullet for these average bitches, wants to have their children, talks about being their perfect father,  and yet they have the audacity to tell him that he is amazing but  feel like there is something else out there for them.... but they don't know what that is.  for the third time? wow, fucking wow.

No... fuck the stupid cliche sayings , "they must not be the one for them" or " it wasn't meant to be". Your lawn is perfectly trimmed and green and yet you think the grass is greener on the other side of the fence. Ya, typical American complex ... you give them 2 toys and they will want 4.  You sick people!  sick ungrateful, spoiled cunts, that never knew hardship, that are ignorant through prosperity.  You know what would happen if you lost your perfect job?  If your security were suddenly shaken? You would run to these men like the spoiled cowards you really are, cling to them and drain them of everything. Daddy! daddy! Someone stole my toy, i want another one. Is there are a cure for people like you? will you only see when you have nothing how good you had it? When no one wants your fucking ass will you then return on hands and knees to those that would have done anything for you?

I don't know. I wish i could do something amazing for these wonderful men in my life. Such beautiful minds and hearts, so much to adore...i tell them that although i know it's not what they want to hear. Their hearts are in the same place as this post... i wish i could take away their pain.

You are heros in my heart. You give me hope.

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